Gay and Lonely

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I'm doing laundry and I'm thinking of you now
I shouldn't do that though
You couldn't be about me
I always dwell upon the boys who will not fuck me and
You've probably fucked a lot of nice girls or something
I saw you at the show and it was weird but good
You stood real close to me
Even though the basement was almost empty
That made me feel special
Though you felt otherwise
I thought I saw you looking at me
From the corner of my eyes
I didn't look your way
Cause if I met your gaze
It would be hard for us to talk about it
And plus I'm probably just projecting
You messaged me for some trivial shit
I felt like I was that bitch
But I definitely wasn't
You just needed a place to chill
And I know where those places are
It's nothing personal really
Even though I feel like it is
Maybe someday
You'll meet a nice girl and fuck her forever
And maybe someday
I'll actually know what I'm doing
We both have room to grow
But it's not in the same direction
Being alone isn't so bad
I don't dislike myself that much
I'd say myself is pretty good
Company to keep
So it's ok cause that's the way its always been
I'm gay and lonely gay and lonely
That's forever how I'll be


from Skeet Music, released July 25, 2017



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